I sat in that dark, strange space, staring at those “prisoners” I took. Their forms, frozen in time, the same expression painted on their faces.
A chill ran on my skin, thinking about their fate, the sheer fact that it was me, the one responsible for these men’s condition.
After the battle in that desert floor, I almost fainted, exhausted to my limits. Although during the fight I played it smart, without wasting my mana on flamboyant spells and flashy attacks, the whole process still wore me down, both physically and psychologically.
The clashing between what I had done, what I discovered myself capable of, and that voice, the old jumble of morality and experience that was me, but at the same time was not.
I sat there, looking at those figures frozen in time, asking myself. Who am I? The one that regret things, that abhors violence almost to the point of hurting himself in order to not hurt others?
Definitely, not. The reason is, before doing it, before forcing myself to kill those men, to rob their lives, I thought the consequences of those acts would haunt me.
Instead, I feel fine. Proud even, of what I managed to do. Against a group of people, whose levels and battle experience was significantly higher than my own, whose aptitude for killing was stronger than mine, I came out victorious.
Who am I? The meek, naive person that sometimes peeks from those memories hidden in my mind, or the one without mercy, that back-stabbed, ambushed, led others into a trap.
Right after John’s monsters pulled me out of that place, giving me one hell of a scare in the process, I have been thinking deeply about all those things.
My mentor, the one whose destiny played much like my own, torn between the same dilemma I am facing now.
He gave me a simple answer.
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A simple answer, yes, the application of it, not so simple.
Or at least, I considered it to be so. Instead, it was easy. And now my hands tremble, not for the unbearable remorse, or for the shock of having actively robbed others out of their lives.
I had already killed humans, before, but, that was just a reaction to their offense. Self defense, so to speak.
This time, I was the one to strike first. And, it felt good. So, my hands tremble now, but not out of fear, or remorse. It’s excitement, due to the recent discovery. Of what I can do, of what I am willing to do.
And I had prepared myself for it, for the first time actually planning ahead, instead of just waltzing around without the slightest idea of what was expecting me.
I trained, finding the best conditions for things to play out in my advantage.
Like the new, strikingly powerful use of Inventory.
Yes, it was thanks to someone else ‘s guidance that I managed to use it like this.
But, I put a great deal of effort in devising this strategy. Testing, mostly, the limits of what I could do with it.
Starting from objects first, seeing how they would react to being stored in the new, improved space that Inventory brought forth. And then, trying it out with moving objects, like a stone thrown, and then arrows.
Even magic could be stored in there, frozen in time inside of that weird, pitch black dimension that was my own.
In there, laws of physics only apply according to my will. For all purposes, I am the sole ruler of it, my will is absolute.
And in there, I would find a hiding spot, sanctuary and cover to ambush from.
A place where to work, unbound by the laws of the world. It was in there, that I was able to refine those unstable Fire Crystals into usable weapons.
Well, I only managed to produce one working arrow after all my experiments, but I still have time to perfect the process.
Most important thing of all, in there, time flows different from the rest of the world. I still have to get the hang of the process, but, right now, roughly ten minutes inside the Inventory dimension equals to less than an instant in the outside world.
So, I can basically blink inside, sit down, drink a coffee and eat something, and blink out again, without the opponent realizing of the small break I took.
Of course, that is a silly example. But, by using this dirty trick, I can recovery from injuries by drinking a potion while completely safe, rest for a moment, allow my mana or health to regenerate and resume the fight.
All while not even a single second has passed in the normal flow of time.
Perhaps, with training and more mana at my disposal, I could even make this effect stronger, making the time-lapse last hours, days even.
Still, the control I have over this aspect of the skill is limited, but again, I have time to grow.
One thing that puzzled me was that I was able to use the improved inventory, which is now a blue ranked skill, without any repercussions on my body.
It turns out, only those skills that have an effect over your body, forcibly raising stats, have that nasty after-effect.
Blue skills that do not affect your body have the only risk of burning out your mana in a single use, but, given Inventory’s low activation cost, it was something that did not happen.
I said it some more times, but, this Inventory skill is definitely the strongest I have.
And, speaking of strength, I have something to do before dedicating my attention to my prisoners here…
I summon my Status Screen, glancing at the growth that this battle netted me.
Of course, this system does not grant levels for killing a member of sentient, humanoid species.
The only things I can get from murder are skills and equipment.
Still, between the skill I stole from Leidus, and the STAT bonuses netted from the Trial’s completion, added to the level up from killing the floor Champion, I reaped quite the benefit from this fight.
After John took me out from the desert thirty-fourth floor, I took some time to rest and give a through look at my own stats.
And, they were a bit of a mess, to be honest. Mostly, I distributed them without a general direction, keeping them as even as I could, since, during battles, I did not commit to a specific role.
I mostly used my skill, Black Fluid, sometimes acting as ranged support, others as crowd control, or scouting ahead and so on.
Well, I did not have the option of magic back then, so I spent more points on those stats that I thought useful for strengthening my primary skill, namely the Luck stat, while keeping the others rather even.
None of them lacking, but, surely, none of them was clearly my strong point.
Since I plan on relying heavily on spells and mana during the future, and given the insanely large amount of points gathered from both leveling up to thirty and the trial, I decided to modify my own build a bit.
After all, I gain five STAT points per level up, and the experience from killing the Champion gave me eight levels, for a total of 40 points.
And, to the normal points gained with level up, I have to add thirty five bonus points for each STAT, granted by the Trial’s successful completion, and another twenty for having Integrated a Cosmic series skill.
Whatever the hell that might mean. So, if math still works in this world, I have ninety-five points to freely spend.
Adding to the total, the extra ten points already assigned to both Strength and Accuracy stats as an effect of the trial.
In short, this battle granted me the ridiculously huge amount of one hundred and fifteen total stat points.
Of course, I will not complain, since I worked really hard to get them.
I allocate the points according to my own needs. I still plan to rise Luck to a decent level, since, judging from the system message that I received after the trial, it looks like this stat will be more determinant in the future for me.
So, I rose the stat up to fifty.
Next, the physical stats, Strength and Agility. Those will be set at both forty-five, as will be Accuracy. All the points left, I dump them into Intelligence stat, that changes from my lowest stat to the highest one, boasting ninety points in it.
The change after allocating all those points into a single level up session is like a jolt of electricity, that wakes me up immediately from the short nap I took.
Before doing it, I asked Navi for advice, and she reassured me about the absence of painful consequences in doing so.
The only thing dangerous about leveling up too much in a single fight, was the moment when you get the EXP and your body converts it into energy. That was the dangerous moment, that could easily cost one’s own life if not treated accordingly.
Mostly, because it would incapacitate you for some time, leaving you open for attacks while your body adjusted.
And, given that most level up events appear in battle, the danger of it is well apparent.
Still, it was not painful rising my stats so much, only…weird.
For good measure, I try to summon a minor spell. Just a flicker of sparks from my fingers, nothing too…
The resulting heat almost burns my hair off my head.
It seems I will need some time to adjust to the new mana pool.
All considered, my stats are something ridiculous already. Most of the stat points I got comes from the Trials, who granted me over one hundred bonus points after completing three of them. And, I only have thirty fragments of that “Crown” mentioned each time, with one hundred pieces in total.
So, I think there should be at least two more trials for me to complete, and given how each of them has had increasing bonuses added each time…
A normal person in this world gains four stat points with each level up, having four stats to where the points are distributed. So, it means that a person my level has about one hundred and twenty points, to add to the single points each stat has when a person is level one. A total amount of one hundred twenty four points. Maybe more, if we account for skills or other special circumstances that I may not be aware of.
Let’s say that an exceptional individual, he might go up to one hundred and seventy points, having fifty or so more than the normal human being.
I, on the other hand, have gained more than two hundred points, exactly two hundred and seventy five. Taking into account that I gain five points, but I also have another stat, Luck.
If I take out the Luck stat from the picture, with it having fifty points, the remaining four stats have two hundred and twenty five points distributed into them.
Almost double the amount of a normal person my level, the same as one whose level is double my own.
So, yeah, I think I might be leaning into the overpowered side of things.
And, that is without taking skills into any account. Just to speak, the new title I gained added a synergy between luck and intelligence, and now my mana pool is calculated by taking both into consideration.
Or the new charisma stat, which is impossible for me to allocate point in, but grows of a single point for each stat point I invest in either strength or intelligence.
I just hope that all this does not get to my head, and makes me behave arrogantly. It’s best I do not forget those times where I struggles, least that I do some stupid mistake that could be avoided by being careful.
I return my attention to my captives. Now, it’s time for the serious experiments.
I look at my skill list, my sight fixed on the new one that the trial, and resulting process afterwards, granted.
It has both the effects of Black Hand and Black Fluid, and it is listed as a Cosmic skill.
The name of it, highlighted in black characters, flickering with light on my status screen.
Shoggoth.
I try to summon it first, hidden away in my own private space.
The sensation that comes with the skill’s invocation, it’s different from Black Fluid. My skill, it consumed some mana whenever I used. It was a negligible amount, the reason that allowed me to use it so extensively.
But now, no mana is spent from it. Instead, what I feel coming from the skill…
The appearance of it is the same, but the black mass I summoned is slightly different. The same color, but the substance of it is altered, thicker, it pulses with its own strength, a different mana flowing through it.
It has its own, like a living thing. And with that, emotions, and a will comes from the thing, reaching out to me.
I can feel its curiosity, its needs. Above all, an insatiable hunger emanates from the thing.
An eye opens in the middle of the bubbling black mass, staring back at me with two connected irises, their color the same as my own, the pupils of them intersected as to form a eight shape.
I will the eye to blink, and the shape of the thing to change. It still responds to my commands, perhaps, no, definitely even better than it did before.
Still, no mana is spent on my part, no matter how the shape changes and shifts, bound to my will while keeping its own.
Before, there was some grade of resistance from the skill, I still had to put some effort into shaping it and moving it as I wanted.
Now, that resistance is gone, as the thing itself complies to my orders, feeling almost as if it is glad to follow my will, and the promise that lies at their end.
And I know it, I do not know why, but I know.
That the thing abides, because if it follows my orders, it will lead to it eating once again.
Before, I would have shuddered at that sight, recoiled in disgust from it, as I did the first time I saw what Black Fluid was capable of.
Instead, now a smile is painted on my face, as I play around with the skill, as I make it wiggle and change its shape.
Of course, I already know that it can do everything that Black Fluid could, to a better degree.
What I am curious about, is to see how the skill I stole from Leidus comes into play, how it changes my possibilities.
With my heart thumping in my chest, I advance towards the first prisoner.
The face of the magician, frozen in time, without having the slightest idea of what is going to happen to him.
I take a deep breath, my hands shaking.
First, I want to try the effects of that “Black Hand” skill.
Willing the new Shoggoth to abide, it wraps onto my right hand, like a glove. It dissolves into a pulse of blackness, and the same flame that was once in possession of Leidus now envelops my hand.
I touch the chest of the magician, muttering the name of the skill.
A Status window opens in front of me, showing the prisoner’s list of skills and attributes.
As it turns out, this skill allows me to select one from my target, and take it as my own. Without the need to kill him during the process. A gentler, more precise way of getting new skills than my Black Fluid. Although, this one only works on humans. And, it does not need to kill, but the extraction process is painful for the target, as I have experienced on my own skin.
But, the power of this skill is not limited to that. I can steal the target’s mana, or temporarily add a quarter of its stats to my own.
Or even steal the target’s health.
Each thing listed on the screen has a percent near it, indicating the percent of success if I try to “snatch” the specific skill or attribute. As I ask Navi to inform me on the details, I learn that this percent is calculated taking the Luck stat into account. Failure makes the target lose the skill, without me taking it.
So, it can even be used to make someone else lose their precious skills, even if the process fails and I do not get the selected skill.
It makes me realize the risk I took in letting myself to be the target of it. If Leidus chose not to rob me of Black Fluid, and went for my health instead…well, there would be a different Demon Lord in Sendria.
Still, the gamble I played was well placed. By spying on Leidus, I knew that he would steal the skill and then kill me.
He did so a number of time, acting otherwise only when the target did not have any peculiar or strong skill to select.
And that was definitely not my case.
I undo the skill, since the magician does not have anything that I particularly want. Copies of skills related to mana control, inferior to the ones I already possess.
Still, I will consume him the same.
This time, I will Shoggoth into existence once again. The skill squirms happily at the sight of the bodies, and I can almost hear a sound of joy come from it after I mutter a word.
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Blackness spreads from my hand, taking its old on the immobile prisoner, as the skill crushes and gnashes.
Of course, it consumes the target. Not like Black Fluid did, dissolving it slowly. It still enveloped itself around the prey, covering its body into a bubbling black veil.
But, judging by the sounds coming from it, it is eating.
With mouths and teeth, gorging themselves in gore.
Quicker than Black Fluid was, the consumption takes place and ends in almost twenty seconds.
As it is done, a message window pops up, similar to the one that came when I used Black Hand.
Unlike the absorption with Black Fluid, it looks like I get all the skills from the target, instead of a random selection of them like it happened with Black Fluid.
The only disadvantage is that I can only keep three of the skills absorbed, the others being lost forever.
So, with this new power up, I can avoid getting weak or useless skills, and focus on the ones that will be an advantage to me.
As with Black Fluid, Shoggoth increases its size with each successful absorption. Which is an incredibly good thing, since it has basically regressed to its original size. With the last level of Black Fluid, I could summon more than twenty liters of it.
Now, the Shoggoth I can bring forth could fill a bucket, but that’s it. It is stronger, and quicker than Black Fluid, but the less quantity might be disadvantageous for a while, until I manage to absorb more enemies and return it to its original quantity. Perhaps, even more.
I turn my attention to the other prisoners, hearing a low grumbling noise come from Shoggoth.
It’s almost like a pet now, squirming in excitement while it looks at its food.
The cruelty of my own thoughts should have repulsed me, instead, I find it almost a funny sight to spectate.
One after the other, the blackness eats those men.
Murderers, rapists. I sit back and watch. Who am I?
That question has been drilling itself into my thoughts, and the answer is opening its way through misconceptions and fears, through cowardice and doubt.
It brings with it new aspects of me, like ruthlessness, and cruelty. Not something that I did not have, but rather, some aspects of me that I did not want to look at, that I did not want to acknowledge.
Who am I? A nice guy, easygoing to the point of forgiving, neglecting the things that might have killed him? Or the one that’s smiling at the sight of gnawed flesh and lives being ended?
The answer is simple, and yet complex.
I am both, and none of them.
I am not yet, but, I am becoming.
I will be merciful, when it would give me a gain. I will be cruel, when needed.
Who am I?
I still do not know the answer yet, but it’s coming to me.
Setting those thoughts aside, I focus on the window screen floating in my view. In it, the skills I decided to keep from my recent bounty are listed.
A mild passive health regeneration skill, and one that grants a minor boost to both strength and agility were the only two skills that I found interesting.
The others were copies of skills I already have, like mana control or swordsmanship, or smaller versions of skills that passively enhance attributes, like speed or attack, without working directly on stats.
The increase they gave was too little for the continuous mana cost, and I chose to acquire the only skill that offered a permanent stat boost, without having any mana usage.
And, of course, the last skill I acquired is that weird mana shield that each of the warriors had. I would have liked to “snatch” the one that the healer guy had, I even brought his corpse back.
But, as it was before, I cannot obtain skills from corpses. Only from live subjects.
Oh well, it’s a bit of a waste. Still, I gained some new, useful abilities from all this.
The mana shield I got is useful. I initially thought it was some kind of spell, given its peculiarity, but, it turns out, that it is a proper skill.
It’s not only a shielding skill, that activates unconsciously whenever killing intent is directed on the owner, but it also grant a regenerative ability when activated. Of course, it is possible to activate the skill at will, using a bit of mana to activate it. Still, it’s a good acquisition.
In short, it’s a really useful ability.
After obtaining the new skills, I immediately try the new shield. Instead of a glowing bubble of light, like the one that the original owners boasted, mine is more of a thin, white aura surrounding my body. Of course, the original owner had the skill leveled up quite far, I suppose it was almost maxed out.
With a sigh, I head out of my Inventory space.
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John asks me, while laying down on the grass that covers the ground.
The place we’re in, it is still the last floor of this Dungeon, the safe room. Today, I do not know why, he’s wearing a hat over his face, to block out sunlight.
Apparently, John changes the layout of the place according to his mood. And today, he wanted to rest on a patch of green grass, with sunlight on his skin. The Dungeon changed accordingly, even shining blinding daylight from the rocky ceiling.
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He replies, without even sending a glance to me.
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He flicked his fingers, and in his left hand appeared a weapon. One of my weapons, one of those shabby spears I crafted during my first days in this world.
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John laughs. He slightly lifts his hat, looking at me straight in the eye.
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